Feeling Good

Had a pretty nice evening after a fun weekend. All the good stuff in life is right here and the worst of the bad stuff is behind me. I made a decision to completely cut off from my ex husband. His presence in my life in any form is not something that is beneficial. It's taken me two years to come to this. I feel pretty okay about it. If feels natural and frankly kindof refreshing. What I want to keep in my life is certain memories I had. I don't think much about my relationship with him because I don't really know what was real and what wasn't -- it's very hard to safely navigate a relationship with someone who chooses to habitually hide the truth.

We've all survived. In fact, we've all prospered. This was meant to be. It feels good, like going through the vegetable drawer and cleaning out the produce that has gone bad- if you keep it in the drawer it will ruin all the other stuff.

Five Favorite Things
1. cleaning out the rotten tomato
2. E
3. this cup of coffee
4. the fog out my window
5. being ok