Tuesday, January 26, 2016

Snow, Snow, Snow

I've been in this house now for five straight days. We had more than two feet of snow. At first it was pretty cozy working inside, but I'm getting a little stir crazy now. Also the shoveling was a huge deal. Holden Caufield (pictured here) has been a great companion and I've also had some great conversations with friends and family. Everyone is safe, so that's the main thing. I'm still dealing with grief, but it is different now. It isn't keeping me from being happy, if that makes sense.

I have had my fill of snow. .


I've been doing a great deal of work in video editing. Frankly I love the solice for that. It's a perfect scenario. I start another course in a couple of weeks, so I will then be trained in all of the major video editing software tools used in the industry. Yay-- who would have thought. Also been working on this giant painting. The cables are hard to paint but I'm slowly progressing. I have more bridge paintings planned. Excited. Painting makes me happy. I'm lucky to have it as a side interest.

Anyway, I haven't turned into a crazy person. Although I feel like I look like it now. I won't display a picture of how I look today. I've been wearing the same t-shirt for two days and I have on faded pajama pants. but hey- this is my home office uniform.

Goals for 2016. Finish my second film,
Set dates for filming next project
finish my series of "structures" paintings for upcoming art show
be more organized
continue losing weight (a little challenging this weekend)
cut out carbs
move forward and appreciate the silver linings (even the bad stuff has silver linings)

There is joy to be found in anything. Sometimes its a skill that's hard to maintain. I will keep trying. I am very blessed with two beautiful boys, a great job, wonderful life-long friends, a loving family and lots and lots of great projects on my plate. I've enjoyed this cozy house this weekend in the snow and I generally have good health. These are all priceless.

Five Favorite Things.
1. A plowed streets (finally!)
2. Truly wishing for a happy birthday for people (only good wishes even though they are not nice)
3. the ability to learn
4. having power
5. being ok.

This is Joy!

Monday, January 18, 2016

Cold January Evening: To Paint a Bridge

It was a cold weekend. I was warm at times, but it is super cold. I am pondering a lot of things going on in my life and wondering why I have a beautiful film I've not finished editing. Today I worked a bit on this. I have a good deal more to do but it's fun in the process.

Five Favorite Things:
1. dark chocolate ice cream
2. painting again
3. being ok
4. things that are like big baguettes (:+)
5. long restful weekends